As of November 22, 2010 Jason was officially adopted. He is going to be sealed to his new parents December 23, 2010. They are so happy. I have mixed emotions about this, but am still very happy that he will have an eternal family.

Since my last blog update so much has changed. Things have gotten a bit harder for me emotionally, but with the Lords help I am making it. I have often thought about girls like me going through this very thing and have always told myself that I was not strong enough to do this. Well, when it is you everything changes. You realize that the Lord blesses you with the strength to do this because it is the right thing to do. He doesn't take the pain away, but he does help you get through it.

I have been able to keep contact with Jason's family. They update the blog they've created for me all the time. If they don't update the blog they email me about once a week.

I have also met someone. He is a very special somebody. He is so patient and understands me. And for anybody who knows me knows how difficult I can be sometimes so imagine how patient he must be. He is so supportive of my situation and is involved as much as anybody possibly can be. He is there when I need him and even when I don't. He is always thinking of others. He loves to serve others and does it well. He is a cop who loves his fellow "brothers and sisters" and would do ANYTHING to protect them and the city he works for. In a nut shell he is AMAZING! T

My life has been completely flipped upside down and shaken, but with that I can honestly say that all the things that should be falling out of my life is and it feels good. I am slowly turning my life around again and getting things back in order with the help of my wonderful mother, my amazing family, my special somebody, great friends, and most of all the Lord.